It's a crisis!

"Maybe I need some rehab

Or maybe just need some sleeps

I got a sick obsession

I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley

I'm making those desperate calls

I'm staying all night hoping 

Hit my head against the wall!

Won't listen to any advice

Friend's telling me that I should think twice

Better listen to my self

Cause I'm addicted its a crisis!

What you got boy is hard to find

I think about it all the time

I'm all strung out

My heart is fried

I just can't get you off my mind!!!"

By, Beverly

Your bestfriend: Chiquitita

"Chiquitita tell me what's wrong?

You're enchained by your own sorrow

In your eyes

There is no hope for tomorrow

How I hate to see you like this

There is no way you can deny it

I can see that you're so sad

So quiet...

Chiquitita tell me the truth

I'm a shoulder you can cry on

Your best friend

I'm the one you must rely on

You were always sure of yourself

Now I see

You've broken a feather

I hope we can patch it up together..

Chiquitita you and I know

How the heartaches come and they go

And the scars they're leaving

You'll be dancing once again

And the pain will end

You will have no time for grieving..

Chiquitita you and I cry

But the sun is still in the sky 

And shining above you

Let me hear you sing once more

Like you did before

Sing a new song Chiquitita...

So the walls came tumbling down

And your love's a blown out candle

All is gone 

And it seems to hard to handle

Just tell me the truth 

I'm a shoulder you can cry on..."

By Beverly

Dedicated to Clare, Sherlyn and Varrelene

Forgive

"I'm sorry

If I betray you with the truth

I don't love you

I'm sure

But maybe I'm jealous

with the truth that I discover

 

Forgive me

If I had helped you 

Without you asked me to

Forgive me

If from this moment on

I had changed your point of view

I didn't mean to

Destroy the warmth of sunshine

With a storm of truth

I've been bad

Maybe I'm not careful

Maybe I did not agree

that let bygone be bygone

Maybe I'm evil inside

Maybe it's my alters fault

Maybe...

Just maybe... It's me

I'm sorry

Blue roses is a bad news

I should have warned you

Its dangerous

It doesn't care

That the world is in black and white

All it cares

Is its own colour

Please..

My only wishes for new year

Is that you will forgive

Forgive the storm of truth

Forgive the devil in me

Forgive my alters

Forgive my decision

Forgive the blue roses

And....

forgive me.."

 

By, Beverly

"I LOVE you"

"I love you I can't lie

I hate you that's the fact

I'm nervous when you're there

I'm  crying when you were away

I'm anxious when I saw you

I'm depressed when I don't

Your eyes is like sparkling stars

That keeps me awake the whole night

Your nose is a magical thing

That share my breath when I'm awake

Your lips is like roses that bloomed

It keeps me wondering

Are those are mine?

Your voice is like a melody

that sung sweetly to my ear

There's no word to describe my love for you

There's no expression could tell my feelings for you

There's no songs to be sung

There's no poem that is sweet enough to tell I love you

"I love you"

And that's all I can say"

By, Beverly